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Revelations of Moammar Gadhafi’s death

Moammar Gadhafi was slain in his hometown of Sirte, Libya. Rebels, or revolutionaries, or thugs, or bandits, or patriots, finally hunted him down after an eight month siege of Libya. He went out in a coup the same way he came in. There’s an old saying—or rather I’m sure it has been said by someone at some point—that you cannot become the person you are fighting against.

Gadhafi was found running from the men who would eventually kill him. The man looked like a rat, was dubbed a rat, and symbolically spent his last moments on earth chillin’ with rats in a drainage pipe.His death would come shortly after being captured–but after forty-two years dictating Libya, countless encounters with world leaders and extravagant escapades around the globe, the man who was seen by some as a real life Bond villain and by himself as Africa’s “King of Kings”, made the last concious decision of his life to hide in a dirty tunnel. First it was Saddam Hussein hiding out in a fox hole, now this with Gadhafi…it must be something about totalitarian tyrants ruling oil-rich Arab countries, a sixth sense perhaps, that prompts them to seek refuge and set up shop in filthy, burrowed out portions of the the earth.

It was apparent early on that eventually the man who will emerge from this revolution as the new king/president/prime minister will inevitably suffer a similar fate, forty, fifty, maybe sixty years from now. For now, he is riding the crest of a high and beautifully victorious wave. The West is lauding his victory, pledging support going forward, which can be directly measured in barrells of oil. But the new government has already said that Sharia will rule the foreseeable future in Libya. That doesn’t vibe with American, or NATO interests. The honeymoon period will end, although nobody knows exactly when.

It was only two years ago that President Obama was shaking hands with Gadhafi at the 2009 G-8 Summit, now after being shot dead in his own streets, Obama’s message is congratulatory to Libyans: good job for having “won your revolution”. If somebody was dragged half naked through the streets—with blood seeping from fresh bullet wounds before being shot in the head and having their dead body photographed and videotaped as it lay on a filthy matress that even a street dweller would refuse next to frozen McChicken patties until the rigamortis became too unbearable that the people who killed him realized they couldn’t just let his body literally rot off his bones—well then that person would have had to have done something to really piss you off if you are congratulating the assailants on a job well done. Some heinous act so vicious that it was avenged in a proper manner by those means.

By now though, the United States seemed to already forgave and forgot Gadhafi’s Lockerbie incident, as well as a bombing of a Berlin nightclub that killed an American citizen. The United States had as much basis to go to war with Libya during the late 80s–based on the notion that Libya was responsible– as they did Afghanistan in 2001, but they never seemed to have the vested interest (for whatever reasons, oddly enough you’d think GHW Bush would get boner jams over the oil and do some perverse, hormomal pillaging of the natives) to do more than just fight terrorism with terrorism by bombing the capital city and killing dozens of Libyan civilians. But all that was water under the bridge now. Shit, Obama and Gadhafi’s meeting at the 09 G-8 Summit definitely wasn’t a secret handshake between homeys, but a friendly gesture for sure—one with a meaning that politics have a way of amplifying (not lost on either one).

It is entirely possible that Washington viewed Libya’s future well being as nothing more than an added incentive. It’s better to have these crazed savages on our side than against us! A carrot, or cherry. Only ever really chiming in at the most convenient, self-serving moments, and possibly intervening when potential business ventures are presented. Hilary Clinton was in Libya days before Gadhafi’s death. Although it became well known public record, I first heard of this news from a reporter friend of mine just a few days before Gadhafi was killed. I met him for lunch and we got to shooting the shit, and when Libya was mentioned, he told me that Hilary was in Libya.

“They know where he is, they know where Gadhafi is.” He is a slight man. Not imposing, but very confident, and he says these sort of things with a sneaky grin on his face that you have every reason to doubt, but always end up believing. I was alarmed by what he said, not knowing that in two days whoever “they” was, would find him. It should also be noted, amidst the chaos of that day, that it was an American predator drone directed by some guy pressing buttons and fiddling with a joystick in Las Vegas that bombarded Gadhafi’s convoy, flushing him out to his eventual place of capture. The NATO hand, with the help of private American contractors, will probably be downplayed, buried, and otherwise not really discussed any further than a five-sentence blip on the backpage of most major newspapers. But it’s a crucial hand no matter how discreet or savvy its execution was; and the apparent secrecy of the role that outside forces played in ending the Gadhafi regime needs to be both realized for its ramifications on uprisings in surrounding Arab states, like Syria for instance, which continue to drag their respective countries closer each day to civil wars and government mandated executions, as well as understood as a calculated manuever on the part of the outside forces who have so smoothly snuck off-stage allowing Libya’s National Transitional Council to enjoy what is now high-praise and jubilation, but what will soon become monumental decisions with almost make-or-break implications on a country that is now gutted of its infrastructure, sucked dry of its financial resources, and left to start anew during a revolutionary period in the Middle East. There is no second shot either for the NTC, no mulligan, no other choice but to get it right. Because they got their way, and now it’s time to show that their way is worthy of the strains their crusade put on the country they literally fought to the death to rescue.

I never met the guy myself, but I hear that Gadhafi wasn’t a real great dude. I can easily grant that, but what I cannot easily do is hide from my honest, and pure reaction to his death. If the symbolism of his demise was not enough (being captured the same way his people perceived him: as a rodent) maybe the real thing will convince you. It is circa 2011,  while World Leaders have been overthrown by restless dissidents since mankind was invented, Gadhafi is the only one granted the indignity of his demise literally being broadcast to the world populus. Cell phone videos from his captors were immediately uploaded to youtube, submitted to Al-Jazeera—and once that seal was broken—as if to say “he did it so it’s okay if we do it”—to news outlets wordwide. Some video shows his bloody body being dragged and beaten in the streets, other video shows him half-concious put into the back of truck and driven away, and the least bloody but most graphic video pans his corpse, from head to toe, plopped on top of a torn mattress in a freezer of some shopping mall restaurant. A man who lived larger than life, and at the expense sometimes of other lives, reduced to a lifeless rotting body against all of his will. The guy who supposedly killed Gadhafi was wearing a t-shirt, a bandana over his head, and a camouflage Yankee cap over his bandana. To me he looked no different than your average dropout, clining to whatever the moment brought him, wandering the streets of XYZ City. Whatever mystique it was that shaped my ideas of an uprising was scorched with that image. The digital age gave us something that was too real to seem real. In an instant it abolished the nobility of a supressed people’s uprising, valiantly culminating in a final, victorious overthrow of the king. Instead the guy who is indistinguishable from the dude you just tipped $2 to for delivering your pizza, is the one who ended forty-two years of tyranny.

And this is the precise moment where I feel myself unable to supress my reaction…I sympathized with the motherfucker. He’d already been shot, was bleeding out in pain, and now was being dragged away as he pleaded to kids who looked no older than me (22) to spare his life. As awful and grisly as it was, I couldn’t convince myself that, to a person, he ever did anything as primitive, or treated anybody worse than how he was being dealt with. Here was a savage, being savagely led to his death, by fellow savages. There was nothing humane, nothing civil, nothing just or righteous about how that man died—and beyond that, even the people who decided his fate. It was this reaction that led to a nightmarish realization: there exists bridge that nobody wants to cross, leading to a dark area that nobody wants to hear or talk about.

More than a righteous window into the lessons and consqeunces of tyranny, what those images did was feed a primitive, and barbaric societal appetite. Death porn. Shit, I can’t exclude myself from the guilty masses. We wanted…no needed to see it. What did he look like? What were his dying expressions? Who killed him? How? What did his dead body look like? Was he executed?

There is a trigger inside of human beings that when pulled, fires a bullet at everything we consider to be “progress”. It’s subtle, and through some strange proxy scratches an itch that we cannot fully describe or identify. But we know it’s there, and when it gets scratched we feel much better for some reason. It’s a fleeting need, but a crucial one. It is so subtle in fact that we accept it as nature. Every five or ten years that bullet gets fired, and when it reaches its target people run from their homes and start dancing in the streets. It happened in parts of the world on 9/11, Americans got their chance when Barack Obama announced that Osama bin Laden was dead, and it happened in Libya when Gadhafi was killed. But there is a great mirage in all of this; which is that these sadistic behaviors differ, somehow, from the desires and compulses that lead a sociopath to emerge as dictator and tyranically rule an entire population for four decades. That very delusion has become the fine line; that minute gap that has come to separate what is evil from what is pure.

So what Gadhafi’s death really signalled was a momentary pause—perhaps even rejoice—as the hands of time make the complete Revolution, returning back to that beginning spot. Soon enough though, the next man will have a go at it. And then a finite clock will begin to tick……tock……tick……silently creeping closer, approaching that inevitable eleventh hour.

American Psycho

Houses tucked away behind swirling farm roads, carved from the woods of countless rural Maine towns often defy the logistics of GPS technology, justified by my mystification of 139 Garland Road’s whereabouts. After passing it three times I’ve finally located the muddy driveway and when my car rolls in pot holes ravage the floor pan. Stepping out, six creaky steps lead to a musty porch. After a knock I’m greeted at the door by a large man in his early fifties–probably six-foot-two and 270 pounds, holding himself up
with crutches on each arm. He invites me inside his home, where nothing would ever be mistaken for modern architecture. The house is clustered and dusty, not really dirty but very apparent that cleaning is not an everyday occurrence in this home. I’ve spoke with this man on the phone several times so we are familiar with one another and he welcomes me into his home to tell me his story. I take the first seat and throw my notepad down as Ron Baroca White Rum fills the available space in a glass sitting on the kitchen table of Lester Carrow’s Exeter, Maine home; a home he’s dubbed “The Exeter Ghetto”.


It’s a striking image, one that inevitably leads me to a mental split screen. On the left is the current image described above of Lester as he sits with me in his home; the right side plays a mixture of pharmaceutical commercials that my brain is accustomed to seeing. They depict a middle aged couple bathing in a hot tub on top of a grassy hill in the middle of nowhere, holding hands in love, another one shows man and woman walking along the beach as their golden retriever runs along the edge of the breaking waves to fetch a stick, and the last one that seems to strike me is the family picnic on the prototypical family picnic day, not a cloud in the sky.

 
I ask myself: how would the nature of prescription drug use in America be different if Lester’s image—rather than that of a happily married white couple who, by their outdoor physical activities, are still vibrant and healthy well into their mid-50s—was the scene as the soothing voice of an AstraZeneca spokesperson explains to me why I should ask my doctor about Seroquel?

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The top 5 finest micro-brews from the state of Maine

5. Harvest IPA by Black Bear Brewery- Orono, ME

This IPA is brewed by the pride of Orono, Maine, the Black Bear Brewery. Only available seasonally and in limited batches, this beer is unique because the hops are picked fresh and thrown into the tank wet. No drying takes place between the harvesting of the hops and the brewing process. This adds to the flavor, which is thick and lingering. This very hoppy beer is a must try for IPA lovers.

4. Pail Ale by Black Bear Brewery- Orono, ME

Another distinct beer from the Black Bear collection. This beer is a borderline IPA. It is lighter than the #5 beer, but like the Harvest IPA this brew has an after taste that is very prevalent. The hops and grains are balanced well in this beer. Very similar to the Harvest IPA but does not have such an explicit taste as its brew-mate.

3. Bar Harbor Real Ale by Atlantic Brewing Company- Bar Harbor, ME

This beer is brewed at both of Atlantic’s Maine locations (Portland and Bar Harbor). This beer is the darkest and richest one on the list. It has a dark red tint to it and when poured produces a thick, creamy head. The taste of this beer is an acquired one, carrying a bitter aftertaste to it. The darkness and heaviness of the beer is what sets it apart and makes it unique. Not everyone will enjoy this beer, but if you enjoy broadening your micro-brew horizons, give this exclusive taste of Maine a shot.

2. Allagash White by Allagash Brewing Co.- Portland, ME

The only white beer on the countdown. This classic Belgian white brew has a cloudy, yellow tone. Unlike other Belgian white’s like Shock Top or Blue Moon, the Allagash White is not quite as smooth. A noticeable pine taste sets this beer apart from others in it’s category. This is a drink that is best enjoyed during the summer months. For a fan of Belgian style white’s like myself, this is a must have in your arsenal. The taste is refreshing and, like the previous brew, is a nice asset to the uniqueness of Maine brews.

1. Pumpkinhead by Shipyard- Portland, ME

At #1 is a crowd pleaser throughout New England. Fun fact: no pumpkin is used in the brewing of this beer, which will come as a shock to anyone who’s tasted it. This delicious brew can be drank by itself, with a touch of Guinness added to it, with Captain Morgan’s (or any vanilla spiced rum), or with a sugar and cinnamon ring around the rim of the glass (my personal preference). After drinking Shipyard’s fall seasonal, one will feel like they just ate a piece of pumpkin pie. This beer has a full-bodied flavor, is smooth, and perfect for the fall season. Yes this beer has something for everyone in it, making it the best beer brewed in the state of Maine.

The conclusion

Tonight is my last night in Washington and the finality of my looming departure has taken a toll in the last two days. Saturday saw a large chunk of the core group leave, and Sunday was huge because Adam left early in the morning. Jon Boy peaces out at ten in the morning tomorrow and I’m gone at five in the afternoon. Despite a series of circumstances that have prohibited me from making a “clean break” from the city when I leave tomorrow, the moment feels heavy. I know I will be back shortly but knowing everybody, including Amos, will be gone assures me that I will never really be “back” to where I was this summer.

The people I came in contact this summer have delighted me every day. Even the police officers, I am delighted to have spent the evening in their graces. I came across a black man dressed in a white-hooded cloak. I hung out with Phill Grimes in his camper for two hours. Phill claims to be the man people have dubbed responsible for legalizing marijuana in America. I shook Paul McCartney’s hand and walked past Ben Stein on the sidewalk. I met Martin Deschamps, a disabled musician that kills it on guitar and can sing like Louis Armstrong. All of this was new to me, and that is the common element of these experiences that create such vivid memories. Memories I am thankful to have, yet aware of their price. A certain youthful innocence was lost in it all. Things will never seem as new to me as they did this summer.

What made this summer so curiously hard to let go is tough to identify. The unknown always fascinates people. There was a lot of unknown in late May when I arrived: the people, the internship, the media, the pace of the city, the personality of the city. I tried to stay away from forming expectations on those topics because I knew for absolute certainty that whatever idea I came up with was based on 100% speculation. Not knowing a damn thing about any of the things that will begin to have an immediate impact scares the shit out of you early on. Especially when considering this was my first bit of exposure to a major media market. I had no idea if my peers were going to be experienced, or more apt to handle what was going to be required to survive in this setting. Unsure whether or not you will be the weak link can be a troubling thought, it manifests deep in your brain. Now on my last night, hanging on at 2AM as one of the last threads of the summer program, I realize the naïveté that bred those insecurities. I can say that I’ve come along way these past two months in that regard; understanding that there is more reason to embrace these changes rather than be intimidated by them. The pit in my stomach that has existed the past few days takes me back to the day I arrived. It’s the same feeling. Then it came from feeling unprepared. Now it comes from taking myself away from the very place that has dispelled those notions that two months ago bothered me. I know I’m better off for it, but it is a bittersweet goodbye.

So I leave Washington, with many things. None of them really tangible all I have are my clothes and laptop which I am typing on now. But lots of intangible things. Assurance. Experience. A network. A record. A culmination of adventures, sometimes disastrous and sometimes glorious. And in their own ways all of these things blend together causing a perfect storm within myself. I can’t put my finger on it exactly but I know it’s there. I can feel it. And so that storm brews and I leave this city behind with a strange sense of confidence in the unknown.

Mission Statement

Journalism is about preserving the ideals of free speech, something so important our founding fathers wrote it into the Constitution as the first right of the United States. This is an incredible responsibility that is not always met in current mainstream media outlets. In the 222 years since the Constitution was ratified free speech has evolved into controlled speech. Since the repeal of the Fairness Doctrine in 1987, the information presented through the airwaves has been pre-cooked and reheated, becoming carefully tailored news stories that resonate with fear and win public opinion. The repeal of the doctrine opened the window for the controlling of information, in subtle and sometimes unnoticeable ways, creating a system ripe for corruption.

The media is one of the vital aspects of a society with such potential for power that not even federal regulations can overpower it. So network news stations hiring former vice-presidential candidates should be met with public outcry. Unfortunately, this is just another subtlety gone unnoticed by the masses, oblivious to ask the simple question: How can this person present me with an objective point of view? Because, that is what news is, objective presentation of information, meant to be interpreted by the receiver, not the distributor. That essential, once most important aspect of journalism, has become a casualty.

Journalism in my life means a platform from which to speak. For this reason I don’t view it as a “job”, instead an embedment of life. Being a journalist allows me to live life while making a living, not live life after I come home from making a living. It is one of the truly unique professions where the line between work life and personal life isn’t even necessary to draw. That is what I value so much about studying this field, and the respect I have for it stems from the First Amendment. Free flowing of all information to the masses that deserve it. As a new generation of journalists emerges, we carry a certain burden of responsibility. We owe that responsibility to the men who signed the Bill of Rights. They understood that above all else, in order for a society to truly be free, the information available to that society must also be free. It is absolutely necessary. In order to fulfill that responsibility we need not to look any further than the First Amendment and the Fairness Doctrine. Consider it a restoration project.

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